This blog is difficult for me to write because I have to admit
something very personal to you. I am scared basically all the time. I
put on a good face of being strong and able but the truth is it is
completely fake. So recently my boyfriend of 4 years and I broke up and
I am faced with living on my own, which I have never done before. I
have lived with my parents, and lived with my roommate but never
completely by myself. I have learned a lot about myself in recent
time. First, I am completely capable for doing most things on my own.
Second, it is OK to ask for help when I need it from others, and third
there are a million and one ways to get just about anything done.
I
was worried that I would not be able to pick up dog poop on my own and
dispose it. We only have one poop station at our apartment building and
it is up on curb so I cannot reach it. Thanks to Amazon.com I found
the perfect solution, flushable poop bags.
https://www.amazon.com/Flush-Puppies-Flushable-Certified-Compostable/dp/B004K4ZV1K/ref=sr_1_2?s=pet-supplies&ie=UTF8&qid=1471712560&sr=1-2&keywords=flushable+poop+bags
I
have used these for a week now and they are priced comparable to
other bags, are just as durable, and do not clog the toilet. They tear
easy off the roll but they do not have scented bags and i wish the did.
Further I have learned that my apartment building has fabulous
maintenance men who just about run when I call them. Normally I would
be so nervous about letting strange men into my apartment and I still am
but I pray before they come in and I make sure that the dogs are on
guard
The other day, Cody darned out the door other day
and I freaked out. I started to chase him around the complex and I was
stared. I prayed to God to make him come back. When literally almost
immediately two people came to help me and we were able to get Cody back
in the house. I am so blessed to have good neighbors and God to count
on.
It got me thinking that I need to count on God to
protect me and help me when I need it. Also it I am capable and that
people are flawed, so I have to count on God more than I do I people.
This is a harder life, I believe God will not fail me.
